Intro: G0 C1 D2 C3 0 G4 1In my mind C5 2In a future five years from now D6 3I'm 120 pounds C7 4And I never get hungover G8 C9 5Because I will be the picture of discipline D10 6Never minding what state I'm in C11 7And be someone I admire D12 C13 8And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now D14 9But it does not seem to have happened C15 D16 10Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see C17 G18 11That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be 12 13 G19 14And in my mind C20 15In the faraway here and now D21 16I've become in control somehow C22 17And I never lose my wallet G23 C24 18Because I will be the picture of discipline D25 19Never xxxxing up anything C26 20And I'll be a good defensive driver D27 C28 21And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now D29 22But it does not seem to have happened C30 D31 23Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see C32 G33 24That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be 25 26 G34 27And in my mind C35 28When I'm old, I am beautiful D36 29Planting tulips and vegetables C37 30Which I will mindfully watch over -- G38 31Not like me, now C39 32I'm so busy with everything D40 33That I don't look at anything C41 34But I'm sure I'll look when I am older D42 C43 35And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now D44 C45 36But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow D46 C47 G48 37How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be 38 39 G49 40And in my mind C50 41I imagine so many things D51 42Things that aren't really happening C52 43And when they put me in the ground, G53 C54 44I'll start pounding the lid, Saying "I haven't finished yet – D55 45I still have a tattoo to get C56 46That says 'I'm living in the moment'." D57 C58 47And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight D59 C60 48But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life D61 C62 49But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die D63 C64 50And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see C65 G66 51That I am exactly the person that I want to be