[intro] Bb F Gm F Eb [verse 1] Bb I'm gettin' older, F I think I'm agin' well Gm I wish someone had told me F Eb I'd be doin' this by myself Bb There's reasons that I'm thankful, F there's a lot I'm grateful for Gm But it's different when a stranger's F Eb always waitin' at your door Cm Which is ironic 'cause F the strangers seem to want me more Bb F Gm Than anyone before (Anyone before) Cm Eb Too bad they're usually deranged Bb F Last week, I realized I crave pity Gm When I re-tell a story, F Eb I make everything sound worse Bb Can't shake the feeling F that I'm just bad at healing Gm And maybe that's the reason F Eb every sentence sounds rehearsed Cm F Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest Bb I was still bein' ignored F Gm Cm (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection) Ebm Now we're estranged [chorus] Bb F Gm Things I once enjoyed F Eb Bb Just keep me employed now F Gm Things I'm longing for F Eb Someday, I'll be bored of Cm F Bb F Gm It's so weird Cm Ebm That we care so much, until we don't [verse 2] Bb I'm gettin' older, F I've got more on my shoulders Gm But I'm gettin' better F Eb at admitting when I'm wrong Bb I'm happier than ever, F at least, that's my endeavor Gm To keep myself together F Eb and prioritize my pleasure Cm 'Cause to be honest, F I just wished the word I promised Would depend on what Bb F Gm I'm givin' (Not on his permission) Cm Ebm (Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm [chorus] Bb F Gm Things I once enjoyed F Eb Bb Just keep me employed now F Gm Things I'm longing for F Eb Someday, I'll be bored of Cm F Bb F Gm It's so weird Cm Ebm That we care so much, until we don't [outro] Bb But next week, I hope F I'm somewhere laughin' Gm For anybody asking, F Eb I promise I'll be fine Bb I've had some trauma, F did things I didn't wanna Gm Was too afraid to tell ya, F but now, I think it's time