[chorus] F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A But I can't, E7 C# wanted to be your man back then F#m And you knew I fell for you but you D Just broke my heart in two A I was sad, mad, and broken on my bed C# Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head [verse 1] F#m I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med D When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead A And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat E7 I said, "I swear to God I'll C# never even try to sleep again" F#m So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence D And whеn I started making sense I found that I had rеached the end A Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends You wanna bet you're just pretend? E7 You're just a pet confined within the C# lines of writing You're not shit F#m I thought I stopped my psychopathic D ways, I swear I did A I said I talked to people 'bout the E7 C# problematic life I lived F#m They were my neighbors, razor blades D And different flavored pills I hate A Therefore I'm not sure, leave my last straw E7 C# I'm so glad, stuck in the past, I said that [chorus] F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A But I can't, E7 C# wanted to be your man back then F#m And so far I never held you with my arms D So it's hard to be the one you aren't A With instead filled with anxiety E7 Always was a part of me, C# guess I'm not cut out to be [verse 2] F#m Somebody 'cause it's not me I'm not used to all the talk, D it was an introvert That had converted feelings into writing A Used to cope with all my problems Using notes and lots of rhyming E7 Used to hope for better days whenever C# nights would have me crying F#m I'm not lying when I say that I would rather daily go back D To the times I would try be the guy the people know A I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids E7 On an island full of violence in my C# head that I could pilot F#m Oh, the sun don't shine, D the skies turn gray A I felt it coursing through my veins E7 I said before I'm not okay C# F#m But you don't listen anyway D You know I tried, you turned away A You straight up lied right to my face E7 You fucked my life, ruined my day C# But you don't know, so I'll say [refrain] F#m Nothing can fill this silence, D no one can love like I did A Nobody cares, you lied, it's E7 C# no fair, you still deny it F#m Nothing can fill this silence, D no one can love like I did A Nobody cares, you lied, it's E7 C# no fair, you still deny it [chorus] F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand A But I can't, E7 C# wanted to be your man back then F#m And too bad I know I can't wake up D Because I lost my weight and you don't give a fuck A About me, E7 this could be a dream, I can't see C# The things that you see, so please, oh F#m Girl, I hope you understand D I wanted to hold your hand But I can't, A E7 C# wanted to be your man back then F#m And you know I'll play along D You were my home, I wrote you songs A And now you're dead to me effectively C# F#m Removed yourself outside my dreams