Intro: G#0 C#1 G#2 C#3 0 1Verse: G#4 2I won't hold my tongue. C#5 3I'm not okay without you here. G#6 4I guess what's done is done. C#7 5I just feel so exposed without you near. 6 7 A#m8 C#9 8 And I won't say that I'm okay, A#m10 9 'Cause you taught me not to lie, C#11 D#12 10So know that I'll miss you everyday. 11 12Pre-Chorus: G#13 13You always taught me to be good, 14 15And always do my best to be selfless C#14 16But I know that God is holding you 17 18And I am so damn jealous, A#m15 19'Cause I miss your arms around me 20 21And the way you make me laugh. D#16 22Now I'm stuck inside this prison that says 23 24You're never coming back. 25 26Chorus: G#17 27So I'm sitting in my room 28 29As I try to write this song. C#18 30I'm so sorry that it's not good enough. 31 32It's just that everything seems wrong, A#m19 33And I keep bursting into tears 34 35Because the pain won't go away, D#20 36Because the father took my best friend 37 38And said she cannot come out to play G#21 C#22 G#23 C#24 39Anymore. 40 41Pre-Chorus: G#25 42I won't hold my tongue. C#26 43I'm not okay without you here. G#27 44I won't hold my tongue. C#28 45I'm not okay without you here. G#29 46I won't hold my tongue. C#30 47I'm not okay without you here. 48 49Verse: G#31 50I guess what's done is done. C#32 51I just feel so exposed without you near. 52 A#m33 C#34 53 And I won't say that I'm okay, A#m35 54 'Cause you taught me not to lie, C#36 D#37 55So know that I'll miss you everyday. 56 57Pre-Chorus: G#38 58You always taught me to be good, 59 60And always do my best to be selfless C#39 61But I know that God is holding you 62 63And I am so damn jealous, A#m40 64'Cause I miss your arms around me 65 66And the way you make me laugh. D#41 67And now I'm stuck inside this prison that says 68 69You're never coming back. 70 71Chorus: G#42 72And now I'm sitting in my room 73 74As I try to write this song. C#43 75I'm so sorry that it's not good enough. 76 77It's just that everything seems wrong, A#m44 78But I will try my best to be good 79 80So I can pay my way, D#45 81Straight through the pearly gates 82 83Into your arms so we can play G#46 84Once more. 85 86Outro: G#47 87Grandma, Uh, I love God with all my heart C#48 88And uh, The only reason that isn't G#49 89Stated in my life is because of you 90 91And I really don't understand it God 92 93That you Introduced me to 94 95What would take you away so fast C#50 96When you were the only person 97 98That ever understood a thing I ever said 99 100And I really don't understand G#51 101How to deal with this anymore 102 103And, I'm just really not okay with this C#52 104And I miss you and I understand you're in heaven G#53 105But I don't want to be selfish 106 107I don't want you to be in heaven 108 109I want you to be back down here 110 111I don't want you to be there C#54 112I want you to be here 113 114What am I supposed to do now G#55 C#56 G#57 C#58 fade out... 115That's all I'm asking