C0 0I love to sleep cause I pretend that I'm dead, E1 1But I hate waking up cause it's hard to forget, Am2 F3 G4 2That I've lost all control of this life I've held so dear. C5 3And I wait for the bus but I'm not on the bench, E6 4I'm just spread across the ground making friends with cement, Am7 F8 G9 5And I hope the bus won't miss me when it comes my way. C10 6Well I made a few jokes but they said they weren't funny, E11 7I tried to force a smile but they said it was ugly, Am12 F13 8I tried to make a friend but no one was a friend to me. C14 9Poured my heart to a girl and it went on the floor, E15 10I asked her what she wanted and she said she wanted more, Am16 F17 11I tried to find a lover, all I found was an enemy. 12 13 C18 14I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself, E19 15I don't make a sound by my eyes scream out help, Am20 16And I start to struggle to hold myself back, F21 17From thrusting my head straight through the xxxxing glass. C22 18And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care, E23 19And breaking my back to try to make them aware, Am24 20That I'm more than depressed, and there time won't be wasted, F25 G26 21But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with. 22 Interlude: C27 E28 Am29 F30 G31 23 C32 24Now I'm lost in this hole and I'm sure I am stuck, E33 25And I can't run away cause I'm lazy as xxxx. Am34 26So I sit on the floor and gather my thoughts, F35 27And they're full of broken promises that only piss me off. C36 28Well I lost control when I only a boy, E37 29The world taught me angst when I deserved joy. Am38 30Now I'm breaking down as I struggle to breath, F39 G40 31Cause I believe in a god who won't believe in me. 32 Interlude: C41 E42 Am43 F44 G45 33 C46 34I stand in front of the mirror and look at myself, E47 35I don't make a sound by my eyes scream out help, Am48 36And I start to struggle to hold myself back, F49 37From thrusting my head straight through the xxxxing glass. C50 38And I'm tired of falling for girls that don't care, E51 39And breaking my back to try to make them aware, Am52 40That I'm more than depressed, and there time won't be wasted, F53 G54 G55 41But I am just a broken boy that no one wants to play with.