[intro] Bb Dm C [verse 1] Bb I have this paralyzing Dm fear that I'll maybe go nowhere C But God forbid me C ever admitting I could be scared Bb And I can't stand my friends right now, Dm we got nothing in common C But being lonely's worse than C just having friends that don't care [pre-chorus] Bb Dm You said it looks like I've been going through hell C C How did you know? How could you tell? Bb Dm C Ask me to explain myself, well [chorus] Bb Dm I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest C C Nobody said changing would be this exhausting Bb a foot on the break Dm 'cause it's been making me carsick C How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic [verse 2] Bb Don't wanna say it Dm but I really think that I miss him C It might seem stupid C but I still look through all of our texts Bb Who knew that wanting someonе Dm could ever make mе this desperate C C Don't think I'll do that again, no [pre-chorus] Bb You said it looks like Dm I've been going through hell C C How did you know? How could you tell? Bb Dm C You ask me to explain myself, well [chorus] Bb Dm I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest C Nobody said changing C would be this exhausting Bb a foot on the break Dm 'cause it's been making me carsick C How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic [bridge] Gm And maybe I'm just Bb blowing all this shit up in my head Dm F But I can't help it, no, I can't help it Gm Fooling myself thinking Bb that I'll never love again Dm F God damn I felt it, I really felt it Gm And maybe I'm just Bb blowing all this shit up in my head Dm F But I can't help it, no, I can't help it Gm Spending too much time Bb on things I know that I'll forget Dm C But damn I felt it [outro] Bb Dm I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest C Nobody said changing could be this exhausting Bb a foot on the break Dm 'cause it's making me carsick C How could you blame me?